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So last week, there I sat waiting for all of my clothes to finish drying. Thinking and becoming bored, I thought about the day ahead of me. What needed to get done today? What was important today and what can I put off later?
But then that got me thinking...
What have I been putting off for a long time?
I immediately grabbed my phone and got reacquainted with a few of my friends I haven't talked to in a while. Making some plans to meet up with some of them later this week.
I've been putting off a lot of big changes that really need to be seriously considered and then acted upon.
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One of my main problems is that I'm going for my second semester this year at NHTI, do I really want to live on campus this year? Getting accepted into a residence hall would change a few important things. My mother wouldn't be receiving rent from me, which means, she might end up struggling to keep the house. This would also mean that I am going to live on my own for the first time with an unknown roommate. Also for income, because I am going all the way to Concord, I would either have to quit my current job or transfer.
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Another thing I have been putting off is choosing my own happiness. I know it sounds selfish, to put my own happiness first. But wouldn't life be so much easier if you were living one that you really enjoyed?
I have been unhappy for far too long. Unhappy with my weight, my job, my lack of friends, single life. Now if I were to choose my own happiness, my life would dramatically change. I would quit my job, find or create a job I love, take better care of my body, spend more time with friends, and (hopefully) find true love!
These thoughts and decisions are all thanks to a huge pile of laundry! If I hadn't been forced to wait and mull over things, I wouldn't have started this blog and written this post today!
So, what have you been putting off that needs to get done?
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